New blog . Everything about my life without you . I guess no one will ever discover this blog . And no one gonna read it .

Just came back from chalet . Bad headache , gonna have a serious hangover later , i guess . Sorry for all the quarrels . Do you know how i feel ? I guess not . Do you know how much i wanna meet you and be with you . But why cant you just accompany me for just a day . This is how our day turns bad . You wanted me to meet you earlier , i was there . But what reply did you give when i called . You have activity and don't wanna come out and meet me . Great , i waited like a fool for hours again . While there you are , enjoying . ( First drip of tear rolled down my cheek )

We met and went to you friends chalet . I sat at the other side and all you do was chatting with your friends . Have you even bother about my existence . Went Keng's chalet , you was chatting with Sabrina all night long . Have you really talked to me or care about me ? Nope . Then you left . Hours later , called and you say you're coming back . Waiting for you excitedly . An hour pass , another hour pass . You're not back . I fell asleep while waiting for you . Hoping when i wake up , you wont be angry with me anymore . Then , quarrel starts again . Hais , i know its my fault for provoking you and dragging you past out . I myself dont know why too . I just hope that you can give in and hug me tightly . Sadly , things turn worse . We ignored each other and now . . .

Everything's gone . I didn't blame you or anyone elses . Instead , myself . I dont know what i really wanted now . Because i know , in my heart . I no longer have that special feeling for her , but only you . If only we both could change like how we use to when we first started our story . How great would it be .

Sometimes , i just feel like ringing you up and tell you ; I LOVE YOU ♥

Sign off : 6:56 PM